I am no longer the little boy I used to be. I have grown up into the man I’ve desired to be. It is now time to put away the thoughts I had when the thoughts I had when I was a child. My actions are different, my mind is transformed. I simply now love… Continue reading
Sorry ya’ll…I haven’t had really anything to post of late.
I just though happened to get off of a 21 day fast of technology. Talk about the toughest three weeks of my life! Well that is past and I really found out a lot about myself… Continue reading
Awake I am with the morning glow.
My eyes have yet to close for their nightly rest.
Today should be great if only it fails to pass me by.… Continue reading
When I do what I know is wrong, when I do what I hate, I find myself in a quandary.
I find myself thinking about my past, the things that bring me down.
They make me sick and prolong my suffering.
I hate who I have been allowing myself… Continue reading
Lord, how do I let go of her?
How do I release my hold to you?
I’m so consumed by her memory
Left wide to attack
I desire you oh Lord
You, and only You… Continue reading
My ways are not of You, Lord
Yet I desire them to be
I struggle daily giving you the reins
Only You know the destination
My soul will steer me wrong… Continue reading
Sleep.
It eludes me tonight.
Again my thoughts drift to her.
She tore my heart out.
Still I miss her lovely face.
Depart I must from that train of thought.
Pain is all it brings.
Forget my first love I know not how.
Yet I must or… Continue reading
My first post of freedom.…