Night Envisage
The snow falls down upon your blushing face
The wind blowing through your hair
A beautiful girl with flushed cheeks
The moonlight illuminating your glowing face
Your voice so tender it makes me weep
To hold you in my arms feeling your warmth through my touch
Your lips ruby red, firm, mischievously… Continue reading | 1 Comment
I’m Crying Inside
This Pain Goes Too Deep
I Just Want This Feeling To Sleep
My Heart Aches From Doubt
There Is No Figuring Out
I Should Just Ask Her
If Only To End My Doubt
Haunting Nights
What is this thing called love
Why does it haunt me
Why does it invade my inner thoughts
Will I ever be able to be in the quite Continue reading
So, here I sit my heart in wraps. I’m feeling kind of blue just thinking about my future. I have so many things going for me on my current path. Even so I still have yearnings for my old life. That life was on the fast track for death, which, I do not miss… Continue reading
A friend of mine asked myself and several others the the questions below. I really felt like I should put my answers online to, if for nothing else, declare what I hold to be true.
This is a survey to all of my friends in which i am curious… Continue reading
My thoughts betray me this night
Feelings beyond what was known
I feel weak inside
Weakness above my strength
Strength that is required of me
This path is darkened and unclear
No light can I see
Steps are shaky and slow
Slipping is… Continue reading
To have found out things you did not want to know.
Using means that should not have been used.
Now having gained this ill gotten knowledge is driving me insane.
Why did I do this to myself?
Why would I let my curiosity overcome me?
With this what do I… Continue reading
I need to get off this computer
to do I know not what
to live, to dream
not to be controlled by this zero and one existence that I’ve grown accustomed to
to truly live
so with this…I must depart… Continue reading
Today I choose to start anew, freedom reborn! Old thoughts have finally grown cold, old feelings are no longer what drives me. I love the path that lies ahead, the water is so cool and the life is so deep. My future is so bright to those that can see. I love this alienation from… Continue reading
Lonely,
I’m having those old feelings flair up yet again,
Tearing me apart with empty words,
The pain still sharp, I pray to soon fade,
What to do?
Rely on the Lord is all I can,
I feel like I’m destined to never find her,
The one to… Continue reading
I had the most wonderful day of my life yesterday. I was on an emotional high. Took a drive through the countryside and got lost with my friend Zachariah. The day couldn’t have been better, perfect weather, rich blue sky, green rolling hills, trees all abloom. I was in heaven! I really was overcome with… Continue reading