To have found out things you did not want to know.
Using means that should not have been used.
Now having gained this ill gotten knowledge is driving me insane.
Why did I do this to myself?
Why would I let my curiosity overcome me?
With this what do I… Continue reading
Lonely,
I’m having those old feelings flair up yet again,
Tearing me apart with empty words,
The pain still sharp, I pray to soon fade,
What to do?
Rely on the Lord is all I can,
I feel like I’m destined to never find her,
The one to… Continue reading
Awake I am with the morning glow.
My eyes have yet to close for their nightly rest.
Today should be great if only it fails to pass me by.… Continue reading
Lord, how do I let go of her?
How do I release my hold to you?
I’m so consumed by her memory
Left wide to attack
I desire you oh Lord
You, and only You… Continue reading
My ways are not of You, Lord
Yet I desire them to be
I struggle daily giving you the reins
Only You know the destination
My soul will steer me wrong… Continue reading
Sleep.
It eludes me tonight.
Again my thoughts drift to her.
She tore my heart out.
Still I miss her lovely face.
Depart I must from that train of thought.
Pain is all it brings.
Forget my first love I know not how.
Yet I must or… Continue reading