eXoenix:

I’m sad for what could have been
Weary on the path I am
I held her in my arms
Or so it felt as in a dream
Another one to pass away
Slowly like the steam

I’m sitting here wishing you were near
Sliding ever closer dying for your embrace
To feel your warmth through our touch
Stilling my racing heart with your smile
I long to hold you forever
My angel without wings… Continue reading

The nights here start to meld together
Only consistency is the lonely hours
My arms are empty, heart aches
Air is pressed out of my existence
You my distant beauty, give me hope
Chance to fill my arms
Showing you my heart is a dream
Dream of hope and peace
Breathing again never felt so… Continue reading

I’m slipping over the edge,
My knees weak, finding it hard to stand.
What shall I do?
I do not know where to turn.
I like what I’m doing overall, yet unfulfilled I feel.
Tired and sad, things look grim.
Girls are abundant, several seem interested.
But I’m lost reading the signs.
Alone am I… Continue reading

Oh to be eighteen again
I even now dream how tender your lips would be
The taste of pure bliss
Your embrace has yet to leave my mind
Eighteen, the chance of my youth
Lost because of fear
Another do I have
Mear sight of her sent my heart pounding
All this time, still she… Continue reading

Turmoil, pain

A whirlwind of emotions

How could I feel like this

Lost, hurt, not knowing what to do

It is the memory of her

Still burns my soul that memory

Thrown away was I for someone else

Someone who wasn’t what she dreamed

Threw away her… Continue reading

Walking down the hallway

Out of the corner of my eye

The ghost of you doth walk

Deep in the corners of my mind

Passing through my daily grind

The ghost of you doth walk

Forgetting will not happen

Memories forever burned

The ghost of you doth… Continue reading

Tonight the moon is my only friend

I lay here and stare at her face

To dream of what I’ve never seen

Gazing at the nightly glow

I imagine one who stares at the moon’s light

Closer I feel to this nameless one

With the passing of each phase… Continue reading

Hope

Sing from the mountain top

Yell across the prairie

Proclaim to the strangers

I have found her

The one from my dreams

Her beauty more astounding

Eyes laced with greater passion

Voice softer, filled with such strength

Countenance pure, with grace overflowing… Continue reading

Forever Dreaming

From the days of my youth

I’ve dreamt of I know not whom

Never knowing quite what to think

Desires of my heart and soul

Longing to find a home

Visions flood my days

To see and not know brings sorrow

Fear of… Continue reading