eXoenix:

Today I choose to start anew, freedom reborn! Old thoughts have finally grown cold, old feelings are no longer what drives me. I love the path that lies ahead, the water is so cool and the life is so deep. My future is so bright to those that can see. I love this alienation from what is considered the norm, without it I would be another little box on the hillside.

So ya, that is what has been going on with me.